Tuesday, November 28, 2006
haix...sian...play play play,do do do...everyday do same thing...can rot liaos...i dun wan go lessons lehx...sian...too bad...dats my life...haix but glad got my dearest ppl ard me..jia you!! ^^
4:41 PM; unforgotten eternity; memories of lightwaves.Y
Monday, November 20, 2006
sian....vb ok lar...quite fun lar...haha chocolate ice blend also quite nice lar...haha thx ar shan....haha peace ((:
6:10 PM; unforgotten eternity; memories of lightwaves.Y
Friday, November 17, 2006
changed my song again...haha mus thnk sengie,shan n yanting for telling me where to find songs...haha thx ar gurl...haha
4:57 PM; unforgotten eternity; memories of lightwaves.Y
haix...sian day...i no job...haha no money earned...only got money spent...lolz nvm...next time bahhs....haix sian sian ...tml got band...need top up card...left 0.90 cents...pathetic...hahah....well too bad...haha no place to work...so ya.....must save money!!!
1:36 PM; unforgotten eternity; memories of lightwaves.Y
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Sat, 11/11/06woke up at 6.35 today...get changed ( Wore Black n White cuz got performance..) n went to band...waited for bus 28 at holy trinity n board it...saw vincent, bing kun , edison n mdm mariam...alighted n waited at de cateen for room to open...went to toilet n change skirt...lol n band starts...sir arrive at 8.30 i tink...started tuning n played de pieces once thru...we played - "sock hop tonight", "tong hua" , "Hujan" , "selemat hari riya" , "baby" , "lady" , "high school musical" , "one moment in time" , "without you" n "i dream"...everytime we play without you or hear tis song, i start to cry...lol cuz during investitiure de sec 4 n 5 seniors played tis n i kinda rmb de memorises we had...haish..at 10.20 we board de sch bus to pasir ris loyang point(which is near sir's hse)...de bus was kinda old...n de stage at loyang point was damn small...it could not fit all of us if we sit in de U shape like we did everywhere....so we had to sit straight n move to de front...so 1st row we have clarinets n flutes...den i saw wanting, ruizhen, sujuen, jonathan, jia jun, qiyao, hanif, hidiaya, musqin, pei shan, mrs jiang n many others...most of them are my seniors...i'm so happy to see them even though its their O's n N's level exam...they still came down...so touched...haha den we played "sock hop" , "tong hua", "hujan" , "selemat" ,"baby", "lady" n "without you"...n i cried during without you...i knew it...my god..tears kept rolling down...i dunno y i am so emotional...lol den i cannot breathe sia...lol den i didnt play some parts...after de song i still kept crying ( not becuz i tio meh by sir as he kept looking down at me n not becuz i played wrongly)...cant help it lar...i miss u all, ya know? especially wanting, ruizhen, junidah n hanif....lol hanif not so much...cuz he got come back...becuz of someone mahhs...haha lol ((=talked to wanting n de rest...n ate de mac...didnt eat de burger becuz quite full...went back to sch n assemble in canteen...sir said alot of words...n den ashidah report de anouncement n everyone noes my b'dae is on de 13/11/06....dotzz kena bash water n ice from sir n kena rain water by junidah n others...lol heng not kena cake...=Xcaught a flu after being in de rain...vomited 5 times n went to see a doc...sian...it hurts so much dat i cant go to slp....zzz den after eating med den i rest awhile n eventually fell asleep....haha good nite... N thx for de presents!! =))
11:20 AM; unforgotten eternity; memories of lightwaves.Y
Thursday, November 02, 2006
Today was a tiring day becuz got band...woke up at 6.45...although i slept at 9.30 last night, but still sleepy!! haha too bad bahs...haha den today took 28 to sch...reach band n teach sunkyu scales...den i sing de pitch for him...den suddenly all quiet becuz tot sir come liaos...den i suddenly sing...den very loud...haha cuz i fighting for volume jus now...den when total slient, i sound very loud...den everyone laughed...haha i pai seh...haha dotzz...haha den played a very swing rock song...so nice sia...damn swing n rock...haha enjoyed playing dat grade 3++ piece...haha n we went thru once n we noe how it sounded...jus dat some mistakes...haha den after dat went to eat with them...den they so siao...talk abt err hmp....okok wadever...i dun wanna say...haha actually cannot say...haha too bad...lol den went home after dat...den post post post till now still posting...haha tired liao lar...haha slping soon!! haha nitex swit dreams....gd luk for tml's results...sobx scared scared...haah ^^
9:19 PM; unforgotten eternity; memories of lightwaves.Y
SL CAMP : Wed, 1 nov 06woke up at 6+ today...felt cold in de morning so wore jacket...haha took our time to wash up n dismantle de tents n change into our shoes...haha cuz today water activities!! haha whee~~ate breakfast at 8.25....have free time till 8.55 cuz teachers still eating....haha did pt cuz was 5 mins late for assemble...cuz of u-noe-who....haha so small n talk so soft in mph yet scolding time can shout so loud...haha act only larr....act cute bahs?? haha wadever den did abt 10-15 mins pt...haha got sun burnt becuz of dat i tink...haha was under de hot sun...haha den built de sandcastle...haha 1m high...haha crazzy...haha use u-noe-who as a ruler to measure..wahahah "she" said it herself...so "she" admits dat she is short!! ahah i so bad...haha oops=Xhaha after dat we assemble n drank water n mrs lim talk to us...haha den continued with de activity...grp 1 to 5 start from station 1 den to 2, 3 n 4....1st station was to joint hands n transport 1 person from one end to another...haha but i nvr tio...everyone should go once...ahha but change mah...so nvr...haha den station 2 is mus run...also teamwork...haha 1st person infront...den de person run to a certain distance n turn ard a person n back to de other members n take their hands n run... den continue until de last person...so de 1st person mus haf gd stamina n stuffs...haha den we hold de wrist n de back person will lead towards de end cuz haf more energy...my grp won!! haha but both group haf their own strenghts...haha so can be said quite gd le...haha n de 3rd station is to roll down de slope of sand n into de sea....haha it was fun...but very dizzy...haha i went side ways...lolz hanif can roll well...haha gd gd...n de last staion is to hand in hand walk into de sea...also abt teamwork...den we mus take de steps de teacher ask...haha den we walk until de water is at de stomach there...n we're required to sit down on de sand...but it was hard...haha so we went forward...den de teacher say we're very discipline n is de best among de other 3 grps....cuz we got team work...ahha yay!! haha den we can play in de water as long as we want...den we sabo bryan...ahha n wanted to sabo mrs lim...but she blew her whistle n we haf to assemble...it was fun bahs...haha den we can wash up n eat lunch...den assemble n do surveys n den go back sch...den haf talks n get de sl shirts n den dismissal...haha den went home with jess at abt 6++...den we saw someone with sab...haha taking 28 also..n de guy is i noe de...he help her take her bag which is like so heavy n he is like so normal...haha n he is from band...oops sorry =X...den meet shan to give her her dirty clothes...haha n chat till 7++...haha den eat n bathe n went to bed cuz tml still haf band!! haha^^
8:43 PM; unforgotten eternity; memories of lightwaves.Y
SL CAMP : Tues, 31 oct 06haha woke up at 5.05 today...hah was quite tired...haha but too bad...im in a camp now...haha we went to wash up ourself n den we took our bag to de mph for breakfast n prepare for de amazing race today...haha we ate bread with kaya only...pathetic...but it taste good...haha den after dat we take our items needed for de race n set out to sentosa...haha in de bus, i n sab are trying to slp..haha was quite a long journey...haha but i din get to slp well...hah got off de bus after arriving at sentosa...haha common sense...lolz... yea den we are brief n every grp has to be separated into 2 with 4 members from de same grp...i, sab, liestina n luqman was in grp 1 whereas melissa, audrey yuxiang n burhan's in grp 11 n we haf to wait 3 mins after every group has set out...cuz of de skate board competition cuz we came in de middle among de groups...so it depends on our previous performance...haha
im abt de middle group who set off ba...we r given de limit of two bus trip n mus return by 7 pm...haha den we went to de satellite...was quite far....den after dat got others....we mus complete a task n after dat we're given a clue to find out other stations...haha den de stupid map was not updated...so for de volcano thingy, we couldnt find it until we're at de bus stop...haha den meet alot of groups there...kp's , jie jie's , n others but i dun rmb...haha our task is to make a playdough using de given flour n salt...so we mix de flour n salt with water to make a dough...haha den we found fallen pink flowers on de ground n we pick it up n pound it with water to get de dye which is called flower dye...haha i tiink our group is de only one with de colour...de others said they used our method but no colour came out...haha of cuz larr...we pro mahh...=P
haha den after dat is de making of melion sulpture...haha den we make quite nice lo...haha i n sab sab do de...lol but others got help...of cuz...team gay is de best...haha whee~~^^
den still got others...den de two tower thingy...stupid lo...we went to de wrong one...de starting point...so we wasted 1++ hr to get to de other side of de island...lol but ok la...still survive...haha yepx...den we made a kite...haha it can fly for 10s...haha actually not fly la..but jus stay above de ground..wahahah ^^den de last trip we used our last chance of riding de bus...haha heng we din waste it..wakakakakas~~ after reaching de destination,we did de task n sat down for dinner...haha damn tiring...i got a blister during de 10 hours race...haha but cannot die larr..hahaden we waited for de bus to send us to east coast park to tent...haha when we reach there, we're given instructions to set up tents n go wash up...den assemble for reflection...haha den talk alot...haha den after dat went to slp...sad sab n mel got caught for buying rootbeer,which is mug...):haha another day passed n lets wait for de 3rd day bahhs...good nitez...slp tite^^
7:12 PM; unforgotten eternity; memories of lightwaves.Y
SL CAMP: Mon, 30 oct 06
my team's flag..Team gay rules!! ^^
Cheer :
Alright,
we sweet.
we got the team,
we cant be beat.
We're the best, our team's too cool.
We got the class to rock the school.
Aww..yeah!
Ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-Team Gay~
although it sounds gay..but nvm its surposed to be..haha n ignore the ArchAngel.^^
haix...1st day of camp...so sian...still mus wake up early in de morning...woke up at 5.45...did de same for everyday...den change up n set off....haha sounds like im going overseas...haha den meet shan downstairs...misses my family n home...haha but no choice...haha im very sensative...got de feeling like someone's gonna leave me...haha touchwood...haha
when we walked to de bridge there, shan kii siao n laugh laugh laugh...cuz she very clumsy...haha yiyan called shan to hurry up...if not will late...dotzz...den she start to drop her sleeping bag n stuffs...haha den meet jie jie n yan yan at mrt station...den we took de 7.43 train...i tiink...haha den talk crap lo...jie jie suan shan 1st...den suan me....dotzz...but yan yan very quiet...haha it's weird...haha
reached sch at abt 8.05...late liaos but nvr kena scolding...haha cuz mrs lim din noe we late...haha den when mrs lim arrange our groups, we are given a piece of paper...den we are to find out who de person ( SLs n us ) should be linked to de question...haha so lame...den after dat, we got into groups... I, Sabrina , Luqman , Liestina , Audrey , Melissa ,Yu Xiang , n Burhan were a group...yay!! sab sab in my group...p.s [ Gie, u jealous mahh?? haha i partner with ur "pee partner"... ] den we played wack-o n stuffs to get to noe our group members more...den went to team buildings...played water bomb, memory games n others...haha was quite fun..but after de water bomb, i felt dizzy cuz of headache...haha den din play de " human bowling "...haha
den after dat learn how to set up tent....den after dat kena pumping n other pt stuffs...cuz " u-noe-who" complainted to teachers...cuz " she " last time kena den " she " cried...she wan "revenge"...dotzz...so lame lors...haha wah i headache still run sia...haha i tiink de pt lasted abt 20 mins...haha sick...n after dat is de skate board thingy...haha i only get 690 for de games in de afternoon...cuz de points gotten in de afternoon is de " cash " for de skateboard game so dat u can use de "cash" to buy de skate board parts...
haha den my group was like : "OMG!!! I DUN TINK TIS AMOUNT OF CASH IS ENUFF!!!! " haha but in de end still can manage to finish de race...haha so...not bad!! haha we actually tot of using rubber band...but cannot...cuz l8r snap den luqman die...haha lol oops..touchwood...XD
haha den after dis do reflection n stuffs den wash up n go to bed...haha end of one day of de camp...haha not quite looking forward to de 2nd day...haha ^^
4:17 PM; unforgotten eternity; memories of lightwaves.Y
Sunday, October 29, 2006
Saturday, 28 oct 06
Woke up rather early...becuz nid to accompany the sec 1s for theory exam at ping yi secondary... I walked to the bus stop at holy trinity there to wait for bus 18...I board de bus at ard 8.30...haha den I reached at 8.50 at bedok interchange...den I walked to mac to find them at 8.55...den we went back to de interchange to take bus 222...we waited den when de bus arrive, everyone began walking in...there is too many ppl...so cannot fit in de bus...cuz there are abt 3 schools of students taking the exam with my sch...so me, Elaine, Gab , Zak , Shaun, Fahan , Azril , Isalina, Sobanna, Joel n Jun Kai walked to ping yi secondary school!!! Can u imagine walking in de sun? plus Im wearing black n double layer!! So im raining becuz im sweating!! So wad do u tink? U wanna try?? Haha most of us r wearing black...but I tiink im de only one who is raining...haha
When we reached de school, de theory ppl is already in de hall seated..whereas us, we jus reached...n gab still say dat walking is faster den taking a bus, yeah right...haha while waiting for de sec 1s, I , elaine n gab were talking crap…haha den Elaine retied her shoe lace...n I mus help her some more..haix taufik liddat de mehx?? Haha den we waited for 1 ½ hrs for de sec 1s to come out...den after dismissal, me, Elaine, gab, zak , shaun, fahan, big azril, small azril walked back to bedok interchange there...haha they actually wanted to take de bus at de bus stop outside ping yi sec...but I shouted at them...den they walked with me n elaine...haha den they so childish...at every playground, they had to stop n play for awhile...den they were like Wheee n Whooo!!~~ haha den I was like...HOW OLD LIAOS?? haha den I was raining again I tiink...haha den I very lames lorx...haha when we reach de seven eleven at bedok near giant, I went in from de entrance near de counter n went out from de exit near giant to haf some air-con...haha so lame horx?? Hehex...
Den when we reach de kfc there, I tot we can go in to rest...but den I heard someone say go long john siliver...so we went there...den I went in from de entrance near de mirror den exit from de entrance near de bell, den enter from de entrance near de mirror again...haha it was quite fun actually...wahahahaha...den we went to find seat...we actually wanted to ask de ppl to move so dat we can haf de seat...haha but in de end din..haha den we sit down at other seats 1st...den when de ppl went off, I chiong to de seat..haha I very gan chiong horx... haha den I joined de tables together...so dat we can sit together...den shu hua n nadiah came...I tink...haha den we added one more table...haha...den I n Elaine n de rest went to buy food...only shu hua n nadiah is at de table...haha den I helped everyone take two straws n knifes...haha see I so helpful...XD
haha den I pass each two straws to each person...haha den shaun say i very clever...cuz i took 2 straws...one for drinking, de other for shooting ice...hehex...haha den i pass de knifes to shu hua den I went back to Elaine n help her take de drinks...as usual...haha den we went to sit...I stopped everyone from eating until shu hua, nadiah n gab went to buy their food...haha den de food went cold...haha well...dat's my point!! Haha too bad...den we started eating after gab came back...cuz he's de last one to come back...haha den Elaine say I eat very slow...cuz I was full after eating de fries n drinking my sprite...haha so...yar as usual too...haha but I still ate one piece of chicken meat n gave de other to Elaine...haha den we played with de straws n den I started shooting ice...haha I head shot everyone...but I din shoot shu hua, nadiah, n gab...I tink I shot Elaine..haha it was real fun...haha den we started walking back to de bus stop...den elaine meet her fren to pass smth at de mac beside de 'closed down' sumo hse...haha opps did I say closed down?? Haha yeah I did...=X
haha den when we walk to the kfc there, I went in the giant n went to de 2nd floor...haha I walked one big round n went down to de exit near seven eleven n de hp shop.... Haha when I walked out, I saw them waiting for me...haha so fun...they had to stand under de sun where I was in de air-con...so shuang...haha but can't they use their brains?? They could haf waited for me in de shelter...LOLZ...den as we started walking, Elaine was like shouting my name...haha den we went to de bus stop together…den we walked in diff directions becuz they r going home...but I n elaine went to tm kai kai...haha den got 1 pro guy was at de arcade dancing para para...so pro man...of cuz lar...he danced for two years..haha dun ask me how I noe...cuz I heard his conversation with his fren...haha...yep den we went to wallet shop where they sell myuk wallets...I wan de white n pink one...or de black n pink ones also can lar...haha as long as it is de flip ones with de coin holder...de coin holder is those where u button it, not zip it...haha I wan it...cuz very cool... haha hmmm p.s [ my birthday's coming!! ] LOLx!!
Haha den we went home...den wan jie er zii called me..ask me where am i...den I suddenly rmb dat It was ji ji's b'day...haha den I walk from tm to de temple near my hse n sch...haha den I called wan jie to fetch me...haha den when I reach ji ji's hse, I saw another group of ppl wearing black!! Haha den ji ji say I wear de nicest...haha but jasmine n others also nice ma...haha
Den me, yi hui , wan jie , wendy , xin ci , daphne , jasmine , xiao fang n jun ming went to nigel's hse...to take things lar...haha den Nigel lend me his clothes...cuz I play basketball n flour in de afternoon back at ji ji's hse...haha den we took bus 21 to nigel's hse...den I keep touching yi hui's hair...cuz he nvr put wax n his hair very nice to touch...haha den we board de double-decker bus...we talked rubbish...haha den when alighting, yihui stand at de stairs there to let us go down 1st...den his hair touch de roof of de bus...very funny...u should take a look...haha den we waited for nigel's maid to take things...but still got some things nvr take down...so Nigel n some others went up to his hse to take...den me ,yihui ,jun ming, jasmine, daphne, xiao fang wait for them to come down...den nigel's basketball no air...so we went up to wan jie's uncle hse to ask for pump...but to our disappointment, there is a pump but without de needle!!!! Haha den wan jie went opposite Nigel hse...which is tml there to find shops to pump de ball...haha den we went back to ji ji's hse...dap n xiao fang went back without us on nigel's bicycle...
Den I played basketball n rode de bike downstairs...den we played flour on de basketball court...den I tio de most...my whole face including my specs all white...haha but it was fun...haha den after awhile we went up to jiji's hse to clean up...den we went back down to clear up de mess we made...den I got blisters due to ji ji's stupid slippers...haha den after dat we went to ji ji's room to slack...den after awhile, we played true or dare...but we all played dare...haha den we turned off de lights...den xin xin sitting beside me was afraid of dark n itchy-ness...haha so many of us tickled her...haha den she anyhow kick...haha pain u noe...Haha den ji ji also afraid of itchy-ness...so he also tio...haha den after dat we stop playing true or dare n played poker cards...haha den I did de trick jess showed me during her 1 night chalet....but she only did Ace up to 10...den during de chalet, I n jie weii jie jie did Ace up to King...Wheee~~ its fun okays jie jie... =]
Haha den after awhile, dydy cried...becuz of her personal stuff lar... haha I din noe dat the family have so many kay po ppl...haha but I noe they kay po becuz they r concerned...so ya I dun blame them...haha ya den dydy xin xin n me went out of de hse to talk...den dydy cried again...den I stared crying too...same with xin xin...den after everything, dy dy cooled down n we went home...when I reached home, I went to bathe...when I came out, guess wad I was quarreling with my mum n sis...den I din say anything n closed de door n turn on de air-con n charge my ipod...I listened to se songs n I eventually cried...den I lay on my bed becuz Im exhausted n I jus closed my eyes n shut down...The End of the Day...
5:11 PM; unforgotten eternity; memories of lightwaves.Y
Friday, 27 oct 06Went band today...actually today no band de...cuz today only for de sec 1s n others who take theory...but due to last min call, I called elaine down for band...haha n I woke up at 7.51 when band starts at 8...Woot good game...we’re late....haha but nvr kena scolding...haha we started de day as usual, theory time...den teach teach teach...den after band, I n Elaine went thru de test papers wei qian has....den got some mistakes...so I n elaine went to tampines kfc to look for sir...cuz sir is there for extra lessons...cuz tml theory exams...haha den after asking, Elaine went off to look for her frens...den I stayed to accompany su juen..I wanted to fall asleep, ya know? She is taking grade 6 theory...which I cant understand a simple thing...haha but nvm...I still wait...haha den I help sir but drink n whipped potato...haha was fun...cuz I was sleepy...so walk ard is better den sitting there to rot...haha den finally!! Su juen understood de 4/2 thing...haha den we went to eat...was damn hungry n tired...haha den after eating, I meet my sis to look for earing...haha ya den went home after dat...I was very exhausted n den I went to slp at 4...
i remembered that i was supposed to meet kok peng and the rest at the mrt station at 5.30... ya as I said, I forget dat I’m meeting sujuen, kok peng, wei quan, garret n arina...so I slept till 5.50 I tink...packed my stuffs and went out of the house...meet su juen n reached mrt station at 6.30...den kena scolded..haha we went to pizza hut to take away after deciding wad to eat...den the guys went to arcade to play...meanwhile we went to NTUC to get drinks...yepx shan...jus like u said, how nice of us...we went to festival park first...the guys are still playing at the arcade and they later collected the pizza...had lots of fun there with them...i cant stop laughing once i start...n yepx shan maybe u should bring me to the doctor one day...talked about a lot of crap with them..i spilled the drink from my mouth out...becuz they said smth stupid i tink...haha den they started playing around with garret's umbrella! causing me to start laughing non-stop....haha u noe wad's good abt laughing?? it help digestion!! haha becuz it used alot of energy...dat's wad i heard from su juen...haha den we came up with the laughing community as a cca of pasir ris secondary school...haha den open one more CC in tampines area..haha den if haf tis cca, den l8r mrs cheng ask wad did our cca do...den we jus laughed...haha den kp n garret ask me if i ever wanted to join the tv programme : “Just For Laugh”...haha den i said ya...haha laughing i fun n good for health...haha so mus laugh more...
haha den shan's poor slippers were bullied..they were being used as instruments...but garret n kok peng were making noises...not music....destroying the peace of the festival park!! kok peng later threw the slippers into the plants! haha had a great time with them and shan n i had to go already..i sent shan to her house downstairs....den she sent me back to festival park...den i sent her back to the mid point which was beside the garbage place...zzz..of all places the mid-point had to be the garbage...nvm..went home after dat....talked to shan on de phone for a while before jiaqi join in..the 3 of us conference but i left very soon...haha so dunno wad happened after dat...haha den i went to bed i tink haha...
2:42 PM; unforgotten eternity; memories of lightwaves.Y
Friday, October 27, 2006
I wish I had what I needed...To be on my own, cause I feel so defeated...And I'm feeling alone and it all seems so helpless...And I have no plans...I'm a plane in the sunset, with nowhere to land...And all I see could never make me happy...And all my sand castles Spend their time collapsing...Let me know that You hear me...Let me know Your touch..Let me know that You love me...Let that be enough...My birthday is coming soon...It seems like No one here could know...I was born on the Friday, the 13th of november, 13 years ago....And I feel stuck watching history repeating...Yeah, who am I? Just a kid who knows she's needy...Let me know that You hear me...Let me know Your touch...Let me know that You love me...And let that be enough...
12:35 AM; unforgotten eternity; memories of lightwaves.Y
Fumbling his confidence and wondering why the world has passed him by...Hoping that he's bent for more than arguments, and failed attempts to fly...We were meant to live for so much more...Have we lost ourselves? Somewhere we live inside were meant to live for so much more...Have we lost ourselves? Dreaming about Providence, and whether mice and men have second tries...Maybe we've been living with our eyes half open....Maybe we're bent and broken, Broken...We want more than this world's got to offer...We want more than the wars of our fathers....And everything inside screams for second life...We were meant to live for so much more, Have we lost ourselves? We were meant to live....
12:30 AM; unforgotten eternity; memories of lightwaves.Y
A day in LA and millions of faces are looking for movement, cause everything's stuck...And everything's frozen...And everyone's broken...And nobody moves...And everyone's scared...That the motion will never come....This is the incompletion, Stuck in a line...Love is the movement, Love is a revolution...This is redemption, We don't have to slow back down...The stars are alive, They dance to the music of the deepest emotion...And all of the world is singing in time...As the heavens are caving in mysterious ways...Why God gave his life to put motion inside my soul...It's bigger than cold religion...It's bigger than life...Love is a movement, Love is a revolution...This is redemption, We don't have to slow back down...Get up, cause Love is moving you now...
12:26 AM; unforgotten eternity; memories of lightwaves.Y
There's a song that's inside of my soul...It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again...I'm awake in the infinite cold...But you sing to me over and over and over again...So I lay my head back down and I lift my hands and pray... To be only yours I pray, To be only yours... I know now that you're my only hope...Sing to me of the song of the stars...Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again...When it feels my dreams are so far, sing to me of the plans that you have for me over and over again...And I lay my head back down and I lift my hands and pray...To be only yours I pray, to be only yours... I know now you're my only hope...I give you my apathy...I'm giving you all of me...I want your symphony...Singing in all that I am...At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back...So i lay my head back down...And I lift my hands and pray, to be only yours I pray...To be only yours I pray, to be only yours I know now that you're my only hope...
12:21 AM; unforgotten eternity; memories of lightwaves.Y
Hello, good morning, how you do? What makes your rising sun so new? I could use a fresh beginning too...All of my regrets are nothing new, so this is the way that I say I need You...This is the way that I'm...Learning to breathe, I'm learning to crawl...I'm finding that You and You alone can break my fall...I'm living again, awake and alive...I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies...Hello, good morning, how you been? Yesterday left my head kicked in...I never, never thought that I would fall like that... Never knew that I could hurt this bad...So this is the way that I say I need You...This is the way that I say I love You...This is the way that I say I'm Yours...This is the way.....
12:17 AM; unforgotten eternity; memories of lightwaves.Y
Nothing more, That there's nothing more...Nothing here's the same, It's all a dream...Life on a movie screen and I'm sitting on the Edge of my seat...I can't tell what happens next, Just what I've seen...Don't know what it means, but I'm holding on the Edge of my seat...I can't forget your name, Forget your name...Yeah, I can't forget you...Now I know I can't forget you...I promise... Sit back, buckle in and hold on tight...A roller coaster ride and I'm holding on the Edge of my seat...And I don't know for sure... Cause I just landed On your shore...But I think you've got nothing...Nothing but another thing coming...If you think there's nothing more, then there's nothing more...
12:04 AM; unforgotten eternity; memories of lightwaves.Y
Don't be there, Cause I'm on my way...And I'm already gone over, and I'm on my way...And I can't recall myself, How I went down...Did I get shot Or shoot myself...I'm down here, and you're way up there...But that doesn't hurt badly, But it stings right here...And I won't pretend there's Nothing there, You be around and I'll be square...Don't be alarmed if I'm not there, You be around and I'll be square...If you're a rose, Then I'm the thorn That's in your side...And does it hurt badly? Cause it burns right here...I'd like to say hello, I'd like to say I care, I'd like to let you knowThat nothing here's the same with me...Nothing here's the same...
12:00 AM; unforgotten eternity; memories of lightwaves.Y